“I” Emerged

A note to self ❤

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“I” emerged…!

For weeks or even months it felt like I was under water and there was a thick layer of ice frozen on the surface so I couldn’t break it free, or I was like this seedling trying to come out of earth but I was actually under a concrete. I could sense the Sun on the other side calling me but something was holding me back. I wish someone could break the ice from the other side or remove the concrete so I can move up. That’s the best metaphor I can think of closest explains how I felt.

In 3D reality I knew we are all going through these energetic/magnetic cosmic changes but there was something holding up. Awareness didn’t make it any easier. Specially when I could see while I am falling over vertigo on my morning walk, having high heart palpitations, feeling like my brain…

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Lightbody integration and Orbs

Did you ever wonder what it feels like to be an Orb?

I have been away from writing for a long time and have been spending more time on my own inner journey. Every time I felt like I want to write something I see that same message posted in a few other blogs and posts, considering the vast amount of “spiritual information” floating around lately bombarding the spiritual community with so much information than they have time to absorb I decided to stay out of that race.

However….There is something beautiful and magnificent taking place in and around us and I had to break my writing silence for that.

Is 5D your final destination? Are we there yet?

If you believe and regard 5th Dimension as your final destination you are in for a shock!! That’s just another layer of the onion, another new paradigm for sure but not your final destination. Your work isn’t over yet. You’ll never be done.

That’s why it is useless to be frustrated over the UFO’s that still haven’t landed on Earth or the so called Disclosure announcements not yet happened by the world leaders despite what you read and hear. So what if the UFO’s land on our grounds tomorrow and the world leaders admit to knowing and in contact with ET’s for many years?? will that make you auto ascend from the 3rd Dimension to the 5th?

The “MINDSET”

I have a small story to tell…..

As someone was passing by the elephants, he suddenly stopped, confused by the fact that these huge magnificent creatures were being held by only a rope tied to their legs. It was obvious that the elephants could at anytime break away from the ropes they were tied to and run free but for some reason, they did not. So he asked a nearby caretaker why these beautiful, majestic, so powerful animals just stood there and made no attempt to get away.

“I” Emerged

“I” emerged…!

For weeks or even months it felt like I was under water and there was a thick layer of ice frozen on the surface so I couldn’t break it free, or I was like this seedling trying to come out of earth but I was actually under a concrete. I could sense the Sun on the other side calling me but something was holding me back. I wish someone could break the ice from the other side or remove the concrete so I can move up. That’s the best metaphor I can think of closest explains how I felt.

In 3D reality I knew we are all going through these energetic/magnetic cosmic changes but there was something holding up. Awareness didn’t make it any easier. Specially when I could see while I am falling over vertigo on my morning walk, having high heart palpitations, feeling like my brain is jumping inside my head …..while the rest of the world is passing by without a hitch; people who haven’t the slightest idea of any cosmic change or never heard the term “ascension” running, cycling, going to regular jobs and living their lives as nothing’s changed.

In the middle of nowhere…

 

We are currently passing a period which you can call “in the middle of nowhere”. You must be feeling this when you go about your daily life that one minute things seems to be flourishing you feel like finally you got the hang of it and the next you are feeling lost you have no idea where you are related to the rest of the world. You can see this all around you too. People are acting way too crazier than their usual craziness totally out of their good behaviour boundaries.

It was upsetting to see there have been quite a bit of mud slinging going on in the lightworker communities as I’ve never seen before. Yes we all get frustrated, sad and hurt all part of our human experience. When you decided to to wake up and become a wayshower or a lightworker to be the light that shines for everyone else to follow through you also made a choice to live from your heart and make a conscious living out of “love”. Yes energies are crazy and cloud your judgment but you have been on this path long enough to understand that’s exactly when you should be taking a step back and observe what you are doing and what you are saying. Does my action comes from a place of love and compassion or fear and hatred? If you are still confused and still hard to decide just know this basic simple truth; if you are in a place of love and compassion you cannot attack, insult, look down on or have negative thoughts or feelings about another. That’s not only a lack of professionalism but a sign you are not where you think you are.

Child play and Enlightenment

Have you as a kid gone in to your room when you’re asked to tidy up your toys and put them away and then upon finding all these other toys forgotten you’ve had, ended up playing a whole new game forgetting all about why you came in to the room in the first place? If you haven’t at least you must know or heard of a kid who does it. My daughter does that all the time. That reminds me that, what she is reflecting is a micro version of what’s going on with us humans at macro level.

We are (at least most of us consciously ) embarked on this journey to find our root, core, Source or God or where we come from. We all yearn  to be with that is what we call God or Source. So we’ve realised that we need to go deeper, deeper than our flesh and blood and even deeper than our mind to find this Source. We have hundreds or if not thousands of many different ways to do this and meditation comes on top of almost in every belief system we have.

Search for the Holy Grail..Inner Peace

We go to extreme lengths searching for this Holy Grail following many different gurus, paths and methods yet not truly finding out how we will reach it. We try accumulating things and people in our lives, improving our living conditions, reaching for the most comfortable way of life, finding the highest paid job, perfect life partner etc. but after living in that state for sometime it dawns you that you haven’t found the Inner Peace yet.

What you realise is that you have been accumulating all these things around to fill a gap you feel deepening in your core. In fact you are not searching for peace but you are running away from it and mostly from yourself. We have become so afraid to be alone with ourselves. We’ve become afraid to really look deep in to ourselves and find out who really lives there deep inside us.

We surround ourselves with technology, internet and gadgets so we can keep ourselves occupied and distracted all the time. We keep pushing our true emotions down under and continue to live a pretend character that we believe the society will approve of. Until these tucked away stuff that you didn’t want to look at make its way up to the surface ten folded in the form of mental and physical sickness.

Beyond the filtration of Ego….

We know that before coming to this earthly experience you were connected and one with all that is, that we call Source/ God with all your super power abilities and insights intact. Truth is we still are connected and was never disconnected; but there is a strong filter/veil in place between Source and us maintaining the illusion that we are separate individuals from Source and each other. This filter works so well that we have been living in a state of amnesia not remembering our original state or any previous lives we’ve lived prior to this. It was agreed and necessary for us to go through the amnesia in order to forget who we really are to make the Earthly experience a real one.

We call this filter that separate you from Source/God “Ego”. Yes your ego driven personality is your new identity in this game we call “Life on Earth” and gives you the illusion that you’re a separate entity from the rest of the existence. Ego’s purpose is to give the ocean the limited feel of a bottle of water, the space.. the limited feel of a bottle of oxygen. We really have squeezed our enormous selves in to these very limited physical bodies. Or the ego gives us that feeling….ever felt like you are trapped in a tiny box and wanted to break free?

Are you still blissfully inside the bubble?

If you own the latest, most luxurious, pristine car with the most powerful engines created by the most skilled engineers on planet, parked inside a well-protected glass show room; and if you never take it out of that show room and drive it around the real roads; how will you ever know how good it is? It surely looks fabulous inside the show room, but if you never take it on a test drive no matter how expensive or good it is; it will just be a show piece that looks good inside a glass room. But that’s not the purpose of a prestigious powerful car is it?